I know there are many posts about peoples own stories, but I wanted to create one to jot down my own experience, a place where I can share my experience and either progress or failed progress.
My wife and I have been married for about 6 years, we are both in our upper twenties. She is a stunning tall blonde with an amazing body which gets looks wherever she goes. She is humble in she doesn't flaunt her hot looks too often, she is conservative in the way she dresses for the most part and also in the bedroom. I have been the only person she has ever been with. Over the years I have introduced some of my fantasies, one of which is the femdom/sub fantasy, which to her credit has played along at times and when she does it is amazing. I have had the cuckold fantasy for a long time and several years ago brought the fantasy up to her. At first she was put off by it and I immediately retreated from pushing the fantasy. Over time I have re introduced the fantasy and seem to gain ground each time only to have all hope stopped by a comment from her such as "It's never going to happen." Even though I take breaks from talking about the fantasy to her, it is a fantasy that has always been on my mind.We have gathered several toys over the years, one including a CB6000. I love to wear it, but she doesn't seem to ever want me to wear it. I certainly get more pleasure from wearing it then she does.
On valentines day after having a few drinks we watched porn which we rarely do, she has told me she doesn't like it even though I can tell she enjoys it because her body doesn't lie. However, what she doesn't like about it I think is in her mind getting off to watching another guy. So last night with the help of a numbing spray I was able to bring her to orgasm after watching the first video which was two couples and vanilla sex. After a little break, she was ready for round two and I pulled up cuckstar and picked a cuckold video. The video had a girl giving her bull a BJ and having sex with him while the cuckold watched nearby sitting on the couch. The cuckold was fully clothed and my wife chuckled at the fact he wasn't touching himself. She chuckled and said, "you would love for that to be you." I told her I absolutely would. I made sure to show her the video was very hot to me and maybe made my breathing more heavy to express that. I was a little worried given she was chuckling at the awkwardness of the cuckold just watching and not touching himself. So I said if it were me I would touch myself. She replied, "No you can't" I asked her why and she said, "You aren't allowed to".
We watched the video in its entirety and continued our thing which did not last long at all after the video was over. She made a comment that what we just did was really good. Like in years past, I got very excited and hopeful that this may have been a breakthrough in the fantasy. Anyways today I went up behind her and gave her a kiss and she could feel that I was up to something. I told her I couldn't help it and had a hot dream about her after last night. She said "I bet I know and it isn't ever going to happen so." I asked her what she thought it was and she replied "Involving you sitting on a couch." Immediately my hopes were dashed, yet again told no. At this point I don't need her to say she would do it, I understand the concerns she may have. But at the very least I would love a tease from her that the door may be open, I wouldn't mind if she had no desire at all, but to tease me that there would be hope of her cuckolding me would be enough. She knows I love to be teased as well because she has in the past talked about cuckolding to get me off.
This story might not be much, but I needed an outlet with this fantasy. To me its the hottest fantasy and it fits perfectly with my other fantasy of her being a dome and me her sub.
She has said before that it would be easy for her to cheat and she knows I would love it. I find the thought extremely hot, I wouldn't care if she cheated and didn't tell me about it, as in I snoop through her e-mail or phone and find messages with a guy, I would probably keep the knowledge to myself and either wait for her to tell me, or simply me knowing would be hot enough and maybe even hotter knowing she was keeping it from me. Don't know, the entire concept just is incredibly hot and has been a fantasy for years that I hope one day comes true, or at the very least, she is open enough about the idea that she finds it a hot fantasy as well and just